The link on the right will take you to the download page on payloadz. The Remedy Orb, is a modest $5.99. This is a one-time fee. There are no in-game fees or charges.
SELF-ESTEEM -- Self-Esteem is a trap of the First Water and should be avoided like the plague. Here is an Orb that will help you on the lower levels to restore your Self-Esteem, and on the higher levels, will help you get free from the whole concept of Self-Esteem and all the misery it brings. Self-Esteem must never be tied to your means of earning a living.
Heck darn, if you're reading this paragraph, you've got the disease. Take the Prosperity Path Remedy "Self-Esteem", intended for those who haven't any; see if it offers any relief. It's a painful thing, Low Self-Esteem, and it can lead you into many losing battles. But raising your Self-Esteem by getting into an abusive relationship is not the cure. You need to tackle the root of the problem, not just the topical rash.